About Madcotto
I'm a deluded 'artist' with a mind fractured by schizoaffective disorder. Art is subjective, just like reality. If you find meaning in what I've 'created,' that's your burden to bear.
Music producer, visual creator, horror-clown enthusiast since 1975. I've been lurking in the dark corners of the internet long enough to know that the real horror isn't the clown — it's the people ignoring what the clown is pointing at.
My work lives somewhere between nightmare and punchline. If you've ever laughed at something you probably shouldn't have, we'll get along fine.
"Fight The Darkness Together"
Living with schizoaffective disorder means the world I experience isn't always the one everyone else is in. Thoughts fragment. Reality bends. Some days are a war. Most days I pick up a brush, open a DAW, or stare at a blank canvas until something crawls out of my head and onto it.
I don't create in spite of my condition — I create because of it. The fractures in my perception are where the art comes from. The weird angles, the dark humour, the clown staring back at you — that's not a character. That's just Tuesday.
If my work makes you uncomfortable, good. If it makes you laugh, even better. If it makes you feel something real in a world full of noise — then we're doing something right.
On the music side: production, beats, soundscapes. Stuff that feels like the soundtrack to something that hasn't happened yet — or maybe already did and you missed it. Find it on Spotify and SoundCloud.
On the visual side: AI-assisted imagery, digital art, horror-clown personas, and whatever else falls out when I sit down to make something. The gallery on this site updates whenever I drop something new — no algorithm, no schedule, just whenever.
Everything is made with intention, even if that intention is chaos. Especially then.
The best place to catch current projects, rants, and general madness is Facebook . For the visual work, check DeviantArt and the gallery on this site.
Music lives on Spotify and SoundCloud . Videos on YouTube . Everything else somewhere in the void.